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Why Am I Here?

Trying to find a place in my mind
to escape the cruel and unkind
world, in which I reside,
is like trying to find a needle in a hay stack!
I'm trying to fight my way back
from my deepest confines
when I realize
I never want to!
And then it's all clear!
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
Why do the answers to these questions never surface?
With all I've been through
I feel like I feel like I threw my life away....
I'm steadily trying to find a way
to survive the today.....
Living day to day
only to never see the tomorrow!
My feelings have grown hollow
and numb,
blind, deaf, and dumb
all in one.
Some might say I might say some
heartless words, but to sum
it up I have the best intentions.
Besides, nothing is gained in tensions
between you and another......other than your attention
to looking over your shoulder!
So why go there.......
when you can be here?
But why am I here?
Why was i placed in a place to constanly ask why?
Was I put here in a lowly position because there was no room in the sky
or is it because they knew I would eventually learn to fly?
To soar, to glide,
to walk with my head held high,
to strut and stride,
to grow, to thrive with no light,
in the worst conditions I survive!
So Why Am I Here?
I am here to tell you my story,
to show you there is glory
at the end of a tunnel so dark.
Most of all.........I am here to give you heart.

Sometimes we go through things that get us down or that we think we can't recover from...
but that is when we need to fight the most and not give up. These things we go through
aren't to break us but to make us stronger so that when bigger obsticles come our way, we know
what to do because we havce been through it before and are better prepared for it next time.
So grow and keep growing and never let anyone tell you what you can and cannot do!
Just know there are consequences for everything you decide and make the right choices and
nothing will be able to crush your hopes and dreams!

I'm not.... me!

Juni grew up in the streets but neva had real problems,
and anything he got into he knew how to solve them
Dilemmas that arised as results to his deeds.
Plus he knew that from everything he sowed he would reap.
So he stayed out of trouble just as much as he could
and in fact, man he did pretty good
but at 25, grown and on his own
,since 17 the mothers coupe was flown,
and his whereabouts was barely known.
How to care for anything but himself was never shown,
so he rarely stayed in contact with home.
So Juni grew up not caring, never sharing, straight selfish
He blamed everyone else for his problems, hard to tell it's
you that's thats the cause, till you've had a chance to pause,
to reflect on everything that you neglect and ever lost
and never knew that you missed till it was gone.
And things are never really better when you're inside that greener lawn.
So I got my chance to get down, pray, to sit down 7 months and one day.
They say....that I'm arrested for not being me
and they slapped on a forgery charge first degree.
Now I'm no goody two, and I done my share of dirt
but this one here really hurts.........
Juni missed his childs birth, and for what its worth his whole life.
Two snakes, a dog, a house, daughters and his wife........
All gone by the time that he emerged from behind a wall of bricks

and it all started from some $#!% that he never did!

So how do you go from everything to nothing and get back?

If you know........................I need you to tell Juni that!
So I've learned about Karma in my cell, now I'm free
maybe in a way it's good I'm not....the old....ME!