Why Am I Here?

Trying to find a place in my mind
to escape the cruel and unkind
world, in which I reside,
is like trying to find a needle in a hay stack!
I'm trying to fight my way back
from my deepest confines
when I realize
I never want to!
And then it's all clear!
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
Why do the answers to these questions never surface?
With all I've been through
I feel like I feel like I threw my life away....
I'm steadily trying to find a way
to survive the today.....
Living day to day
only to never see the tomorrow!
My feelings have grown hollow
and numb,
blind, deaf, and dumb
all in one.
Some might say I might say some
heartless words, but to sum
it up I have the best intentions.
Besides, nothing is gained in tensions
between you and another......other than your attention
to looking over your shoulder!
So why go there.......
when you can be here?
But why am I here?
Why was i placed in a place to constanly ask why?
Was I put here in a lowly position because there was no room in the sky
or is it because they knew I would eventually learn to fly?
To soar, to glide,
to walk with my head held high,
to strut and stride,
to grow, to thrive with no light,
in the worst conditions I survive!
So Why Am I Here?
I am here to tell you my story,
to show you there is glory
at the end of a tunnel so dark.
Most of all.........I am here to give you heart.

Sometimes we go through things that get us down or that we think we can't recover from...
but that is when we need to fight the most and not give up. These things we go through
aren't to break us but to make us stronger so that when bigger obsticles come our way, we know
what to do because we havce been through it before and are better prepared for it next time.
So grow and keep growing and never let anyone tell you what you can and cannot do!
Just know there are consequences for everything you decide and make the right choices and
nothing will be able to crush your hopes and dreams!